Weighing in....

So, tonight is another night with my personal trainer. This will be the beginning of my 4th week with Thomas. I've had a couple of weeks with just 2 sessions, so I don't feel much difference, but I'm told I look like I'm losing weight. Sure, you're just saying that, right? I wonder.... are they just being nice, and making me stay on the right track, or are they serious. I don't see a change, but my eyes have never looked at me the same way other people have. I am the first to be really critical of my looks, weight, etc. I really am not happy with any of it, and for those that don't know me, there's so many reasons why! I'm hoping that as I lose weight, I'll change my tune about me! It's been 44 years of me feeling this way, and I know I need to change.